Monday, 19 November 2012

Letting it all go..

I've never felt so free and relieved in my 17 years of life. I'm free from the burdens that I had been carrying for so many years. I'm relieved that I finally let go of those thrash. Yup, those problems were thrash.

In the beginning, I didn't really believe that attending Catechism classes would make any difference in my life, besides making awesome friends. But it did. It totally changed my outlook of life. I'd probably be a whole different person(in a negative way) today. A lost cause in other words.

These past few days have been so memorable and meaningful. Actually, scratch that. Every day, every hour, every second spent with my fellow D10 Youths, Catechists and Him is significant.

I'll never forget the lessons learnt and the fun times we had together.
Today was our Confirmation day. We finally received the last sacrament. However, this is not the end yet. It's just the beginning. Our first step. A stepping stone.


I know I'm not perfect. I'll never be. I'm just a mere human.
I know I still have a long way to go. Even if life throws stones at me, I won't be deterred easily. I won't lose sight of that light again.

Hebrews 12:3-6 ♥

One of my most precious possessions.
This rosary has been with me since I was in 2nd grade ♥
posted from Bloggeroid

Saturday, 10 November 2012

Diary Entry

My diary of five years has not been fully filled up yet. So far, I have around 28 entries in that book.
I actually bought it when I was still in primary school. Now that I'm in secondary school, its pages are still intact(surprisingly) considering the fact that I didn't really keep it in a safe place; my sister even got a hold of it but too bad some of the entries are written in Tagalog. Haha! Bleh!

Alright, so I was reading the entries and boy was I(and still) weird. I actually wrote down the names of my crushes from the time when I was still in Philippines till I was in Secondary one here; I already stopped doing that. Lol
Such a childish act XD
I also read my 2009 New Year Resolutions. 
I wanna share it here.. Hehehe..

Here it is!

2009 New Year Resolutions

1. Be nicer O:)
2. Be smarter(Every year I get smarter! Booyah!)
3. Be chubbier(I have a fast metabolism :/)
4. Try not to be nervous when making speeches(BLEH!)
5. Try not to be nervous or sarcastic around guys(HAHA! I was awkward~)


I managed to fulfill 1, 2, 3 and 5 :D
I'm still stuck with number 4
I have two or three more resolutions but those are a bit more private, so I'm not posting 'em here

Le sigh... A lot of things have changed. A lot of people changed. I changed too.
But I know that the old me is still here. It's a part of me. I can't get rid of it that easily. LOL
Embrace change!

Big changes. Life altering events. 
That's definitely going to happen next year.
Just hope for the best and prepare for the worst
I won't miss this place but the people I met.

"A place is only as good as the people you know in it..."

Friday, 9 November 2012

Live life with no regrets

Have you heard of YOLO(You Only Live Once)?
This phrase has annoyed many people; I'm excluded. It's because of its incessant and  inappropriate usage on the internet. But who am I to say that, right? 
People can live their lives how they want to.
Therefore, I can do whatever I want because it's my life, 
it's now or never. I ain't gonna live forever. I just wanna live while I'm alive

Alright, I kinda digressed a bit there. Back to the topic
That's why I'm going to tell him.
Yep. Like really tell him what I really feel even though I think he already knows.
I just want to unload this 'baggage' before flying off. No pun intended there.
You may ask how I am going to do that and to be honest, I don't know(I keep changing my mind. Yay for Libra traits!).
My friend gave a suggestion but I'm a bit of a pessimist when it comes to this kind of situation, so I don't think I'm gonna do that(The old fashion way; write a letter)
I'll just . . I don't know. LOL
Anyways, I have other MORE important things to think and do.
I won't dwell on that yet. The time will come, and that's like hmmm.. in a week or so?
For now, I'm gonna enjoy my dinner


Gosh I miss saying 'toodles'


Monday, 5 November 2012


Cause it's 12:51 and I'm still awake, it's going to be one
Lying on my bed, blogging at night again
And I can't sleep because of this thing called the internet and I had a long nap

Haha! Alright alright.. that's kinda lame.
But anyways, I finally uploaded the second chappy of my story on Wattpad! *Whoppeee!*
There's a higher chance that I won't drop this story since I will have about 4 to 5 months of holiday(I'm gonna be home-schooled for awhile. Boohoo!!)
Its genre is romance. Weee! I'm such a sucker for romance and chocolates :3
Just too bad that a few minutes after I uploaded my new chappy, Wattpad's site was suddenly down. I guess my chappy is so awesome that Wattpad couldn't take it and collapsed. LOL yeah right.

Here's my story! <3
I'm still an amateur to this, so constructive criticisms are welcome.
Even if I were a pro, they'd still be welcomed :)

Oh well, I have nothing else to add on. This post is what I call 'Out-of-the-blue post'
Didn't I tell you I'm random?


Sunday, 4 November 2012

Oooh! Church bells are in the air!

These past two days have been(weirdly) all about matrimony. Yep, all about marriage. Haha! Yesterday, I had a conversation with my friend about him. Somehow, we managed to digress to the topic of marriage. Well, not really sidetracked cause it was still related to him. Anyways, so we were talking about the possibility of him.. you know, liking me. But I know very well that that idea is not plausible. Call me pessimistic or whatever but that's what I think. I'm not going to hope that one day he'll like me too and then get crushed when he doesn't. Been there, done that and I don't want to experience it all over again. I just don't.
I'll just let myself like him without any wistful thinking. I mean, what else can I do? I can't possibly go up to him and say "Please like me back! I like you!"
That's just so desperate and not me. Any girl would think that's crazy.
So yeah. . . 

Enough with my current hopeless love life.
Let's talk about others' :)
Today, Emmanuel Choir got to sing in a wedding! It's not the first time but what made me so ecstatic is the fact that it is the first time I attended one. Did I tell you that I've always wanted to attend a wedding and be the flower girl?
Sigh . . Marriage is such a beautiful union.

The wedding booklet<3

With Kara and Jassy
gonna upload a better photo :3

The white dress, paired with gladiator sandals with heels that I wore<3


Saturday, 3 November 2012

Endings and beginnings

Well well well.. Hello, reader(s)! If there are any. Haha!

I made a promise to myself that I would make a new blog and continue writing my Wattpad story once this oh so dreadful national exam(O level; bleh!) is finished. So here I am, sitting here in front of the computer typing and typing and more typing this post. Let's get to the point. A new blog! Sorry, my 'grand opening' is nothing like those cutting of ribbon kind of events. Now, that reminds me of the opening of our running track last year. Hmm..
O Level hasn't officially ended for some; I'm one of the some. But I'm pretty much back to my perky self again.
K bye.
I gotta sleep!
There's a wedding I have to attend tomorrow.
No, it's not my wedding.
 I wish it was.