Monday, 28 October 2013

Sunday, 20 October 2013


I know giving up this early is ridiculous but if I can already foresee that it's going to be a waste of my time,why not do something about it now rather than later, right?
It's making me so frustrated with everything too. It's supposed to help me but it's doing the opposite.

Late post

Yo yo yo, readers and passers-by! So this post is gonna be about some of the stuff i did during my school holiday, which was a week ago. Apparently, I'm still in my la la holiday mood; my sleeping pattern is still kind of messed up, I don't know how I manage to stay up during the boring lectures haha

I won't drag the intro or whatever you call it and just get to the pictures! Cause pictures totally make up the lack of words in all of my posts.

A picture speaks a thousand words.

Not in chronological order by the way.

USS trip with new friends(:

With the pharaohs! Wait, they aren't, I think o_O
I'm such a sucker for anything about Ancient Egypt

We saw the Streetboys dance here. Woohoo!

Oh you know, just a walk in the park haha!
Lmao at Pen's face XD

Aww my fave pic :)
I'm Medusa and I'm gonna seduce ya with my awkwardness

Carousel ride haha!

Ended the day at beach

Girls day out with bestie!

We kind of got lost when were looking for Haji Lane and came across some cool places(:

The Wishing Tree near a Malay Cultural Museum(Not exactly the name but something along the line)

The batik art Jessi and I did(for free!)
Jessi's is the one on the left and mine on the right
That's a proof why I didn't take Art in Secondary School

Row row row your boats in the museum!

And these are some of the artefacts from...Damn I forgot from which year and country --"
but anyways, the one at the bottom are actually coins.
I'm really intrigued with the stone coins hehe



We finally found Haji Lane and we were super hungry and went to dine in this Egyptian Restaurant.
Me likey their decor :D

The oh-so-cool costume shop we found
Sexay ladies!


There are more pics but you know lazy me. If you wanna see more pics, you could visit my ig or fb though :)
Toodles now people!

Friday, 18 October 2013


It's been 4 years since it started. Now, it's back. I don't know how or why but it's here again. 
Sigh. I hope its stay won't be that long. I don't want it to mess everything I've worked so hard for.

Thursday, 17 October 2013

What a way to end my day

I feel so disheartened right now. Literally. Today was the beginning of our DPP class and it didn't go so well for me. Sigh pie. I even bought that horrid expensive and heavy book :(
Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh 

I just hope it's going to get better along the way

Sunday, 13 October 2013


The one month long school holiday is coming to an end and I'll say hello to the new semester in NYP in a few hours time. I'm looking forward and not to it at the same time. Who looks forward to school for the sole purpose of getting tons of assignments, quizzes, tests and etc? No one! Lol kidding. I sometimes do. Shhhh!
Even though I didn't get to take the GSM of my first choice, at least there's French. I've been wanting to learn french since forever but I didn't have the time then and I don't wanna spend money. Stingy much? Haha! 
I can tell that this semester is going to be a lot crazier. Sometimes I wonder why I make such crazy decisions lmao. Like, why did I take DPP in Math. Usually, it takes a great deal of convincing myself to try something new. But this, this didn't take much time. I'd like to thank #yolo and God for making this happen. 

Wednesday, 9 October 2013

I don't even know how to start this post properly. Saying "Howdy, folks!" or "Wassup, people?" ain't cutting it anymore. That stuff gets pretty old quickly. Anyways, these past few months, I've been feeling a bit... no. "A bit" is an understatement. "Very" seems to be more fitting.
Very incompetent in every way.
I want to help but every time I try to, this voice in my head always hold me back.

"What difference can you make?"

"You won't make a difference."

"You'd just probably waste your and their time, so why not just shut your mouth before you say the wrong thing and make the situation worst."

Sound like excuses to you? I agree on that too.
I'm such a lame excuse for a human.
A coward too.


Calm and composed on the surface but wrecked beneath