Yeah.....

I kind of forgot what I wanted to blog about but I swear it's not some random poop, I mean post like this one. Haha! May be I'll get back to you guys later? or a month later but knowing me, my 'later' is equals to '100000000 days later'. Kidding.

First School Holiday Of My Poly Life. Yay!

They said first year in Poly was easy. Easy! Well, let me tell you this, it ain't true(at least 60-70% of it)! There were so many projects due and along those projects were tests, quizzes and exams. Now, does that still sound easy? Haha 

Thankfully, holiday has arrived. It was faster than I thought or maybe I was having fun with my Poly life :)

You know what they say, "You lose track of time when you're having fun." 

This school holiday won't be the usual boring one for moi. In fact, there are a lot of things that will keep me busy and get my mind off some things :)

Work, a new hobby, hanging out with friends(I was such a couch potato last time. I'd rather stay at home and coop up in my bedroom, reading novels or E-books on Wattpad) and etc. 

Can't wait~

This new hobby is so tedious

Just saying because I can

Don't you just hate it when someone claims what you're supposed to be doing with your life? Someone else making decisions, planning, taking control of your life. I'm not talking about the 'It's for your own good' kind. I'm talking about the discriminating people kind.
For Pete's sake, this is no longer the effing 16th, 17th or 18th century whereby women are inferior.

I won't go into details because I'll just go on and on(Believe me, your ears would fall off or you'd give me the fuck off face just to make me shut up).
What I want to say is,  I'm neither groomed to be someone's P.A(in a none business way obviously) nor take up that role you always talk about.
I don't want that kind of life. That's suffocating. Suffocating me.

I don't want to be a bird in a cage. I'm sorry if that's how I see it. Actually, I'm not sorry for seeing it in a different light.
You might say I'd regret it later in life and that I'd lead a lonesome life.
But what if that's what I want? What if I'm content with that? What if I don't need this, that or anyone to make me really happy?

Damn. Sometimes I think my existence here is for that sole reason and only that.

P.S
Bleh. Sorry for the very vague post. I just want to let off some steam. Freaking injustice EVERYWHERE I'm telling you.

Is it?

I miss you
I wonder how you're doing
I thought this day would never come

Missing. Wondering. Thinking.

May be it's better this way
May be you're better off without us
May be some things are just not worth it anymore

May be it's true...

My Crazy Bucket List

The title says it all, so here it goes!

Don't be judgemental about this!!

1.  Ride the gondola with a hot gondolier who can sing
2. Bathe in the rain
3.  Be in a mass dance
4. Ride the Singapore Flyer
5. Be a street musician for a day with my friend(s)
6.  Attend ome of Andrea Bocelli's operas in Milan
7. Visit the four corners in US
8. Attend Oktoberfest
9. Learn to make candles
10. Become a good public speaker
11. Fly first class
12. Have a pet dog
13. Meet the pope
14. Volunteer at an orphanage
15. Be a spectator at a broadway play
16. Get my palms read
17. Get a Tarot card reading
18. Learn to read Tarot card
19. Have my self portrait painted
20. Get a henna tattoo
21. Visit a planetarium/observatory
22. Read for 20 minutes everyday for a year(I don't think I can accomplish this that easily. It's either I finish the book in one shot or I lose interest in it.)
23. Learn how to ride a bicycle
24. Ride a horse
25. Make a snowman
26. Learn how to skate
27. Learn how to surf
28. Go bungee jumping
29. Join a fast eating mango competition in Philippines(LOL)
30. Dress up as a guy for a day
31. Ride a hot air balloon
32. Inhale Helium and start talking with a high voice
33. Send a message in a bottle
34. Have a penpal
35. Have the movie theater all to myself
36. Bake a cake
37. See a shooting star/meteor shower
38. See the aurora boreallis
39. Pillow fight with with best friends
40. Play hide-and-seek in school at night
41. Fly a kite
42. Tie a message to a balloon
43. Have a nose piercing and a white ink tattoo
44. Dye my hair with three colors
45. Do flesh branding
46. Climb the Eiffel tower
47. Ride the London Eye
48. Make a wish at the famous fountain in Rome; Fontana Di Trevi
49. Visit a gothic-like castle
50. Attend a wedding(As a matter of fact, my choir sang for them)
51. Be a maid of honor
52. See an eclipse
53. Be a model for a day
54. To accomplish most of the things in my bucket list
55. Meet a royalty
56. Be involved in flash mob dance
57. Write a letter to Juliet in Verona
58. Put a lock in the bridge of love in Paris
59. Have someone serenade me
60. Stand at the Equatorial Line in Ecuador
61. Visit a haunted house/place
62. Hug random people on the street
63. Buy a locket
64. Set up a kissing booth/ free hugs booth with my besties

Fun facts about Poetry

This dude is one of my fave Youtubers. He's basically a talking Listverse!

If you don't know what Listverse is, find out for yourself(:

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