That made me realize something and it's really saddening

The world out there is such a scary place.
Survival instead of living.
What will become of me?

I'll never stay up so late again unless needed to. Damn I didn't even sleep that long T.T

Whatever

I have the urge to write new stories, poems(as you can see, I've just posted my latest one and my bro said it sucks. A total blow to the heart. Ouch!) and read those trashy romance novels, chick-lits, thriller novels and etc. But apparently, time is not on my side and my mood always has this impeccable timing of making me do something at the wrong time. Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Sucks that no one really gets me or may be it's just me being complicated and making mountain out of a mole hill

Sometimes in the midst of everything, you get lost and carried away
Emotions flowing everywhere
Drowning you
Slowly taking away what's left of you
You feel the pain but
it slowly dissipates
and that feeling of bliss emerges
and so the new you

Meh

Few days ago...

We just moved in to our new house 2 days ago. Luckily, our new house isn't far from our previous one. But the downside is that since the new house is just a walking-distance away, we had to transport those furniture(at night), that could be carried by hand, on foot. It was tiring yet exciting(I love moving haha).

Now...

More or less, we have our stuffs in the right places already. Mom is so still so crazy about her renovated kitchen. She treats it so delicately. Haha! But I must say, our kitchen looks fab with its rose themed design. Mom even bought this knife set that has its knives' handle in 4 different colors. The knife container looks like some kind of Hollywood award .__.

Let's move on to my room. Wait, scratch that, my room and my siblings room. Bleh. Our wall is still bear but our ceiling looks so nice with its glow-in-the-dark stars :3