How I wish there was an OFF button for feelings.

If it wasn't true, it wouldn't hurt this much

Void

I hate this feeling

The empty void in my heart

It’s so hollow

I could hear the wind howling

I could feel the coldness

No warmth

Nothing

Everything is so dark

I feel blind for a second and then, then what?

An endless darkness

It just goes on and on

So deep, I can’t find my way

I need the light, the warmth

I need you

23rd

Those words just bounced off me and just kept on doing so. I re-read those words over and over again until they lost their meaning. My heart felt nothing. I wanted to thrash around, throw my hands, cry my heart out until I couldn’t anymore. But no, I felt like an empty vessel and time seemed to have slowed down for me. I was quiet for a moment until I finished reading the letter. I read it thoroughly, scared that I might miss a word that could make me misunderstood everything. Nothing, I didn’t miss anything. The answer was crystal clear. It was over. For good.

Please

My new obsession with typewriters. Omg I just can't. I must have one.

Love? I think it's selfless...

My randomness is always in the air I breathe haha

Oh nothing. I just wanna write and write about absolutely random things here right now until I start revising my school work again. This week has been well, up and down. Like a roller coaster for me. The exams is just around the corner and other yada yada stuff that's been happening in my little world. Actually, exams is already next week. Woohoo! You might be asking why I’m cheering, right? You see, instead of dreading the incoming exams, I’ve decided to look forward to it. Not just because I’m a fucking nerd lol(I still hate studying but I love making notes hehe) it’s also because that means the school holiday is freaking coming too! I can’t wait for it J) See, every cloud has a silver lining. Turn something wonderful. Use it as my strength. Use it as my will to go on in life. I’ve been through things in my 18/19 years of existence here on Earth and the most important life lesson I’ve picked up so far is to see bad situations in a different perspective. Try it and you’ll be surprised of what you’ll discover J

Life oh Life

No back door?

One door closes, well there's still the window ;)